MISSION

The mission of MY ARENA is to help our community of first responders, military, and veterans realize they are not alone through trust and connection. To do this we provide training, detailing a personal story of failure and redemption, while also highlighting lessons learned at the individual and agency level.

The Arena Story

When I first recognized I needed help I was full of shame and felt like a failure. I have learned this feeling is very common in our communities and is why many do not seek assistance. My therapist prepared a meditation night for me and two other men struggling with the same feelings. The meditation night was called “The Man in the Arena'', revolving around the speech given by President Theodore Roosevelt called “Citizenship in a Republic'',on April 23, 1910. This night became a source of strength during my therapy and it changed how I viewed asking for help. I learned the critic did not count and I was the one who had shed blood, sweat, and tears in my arena, thus inspiring me to ignore the noise from others. Please take a few minutes and listen to the words from this speech, maybe it will provide you strength as well.

The Man in the Arena: Citizenship in a Republic by Teddy Roosevelt

GET TO KNOW TRAVIS GRIBBLE

My name is Travis Gribble and I am a retired 24 year law enforcement veteran. I spent 11 years in Michigan where I worked as a deputy, deputy sergeant, and SWAT team commander. In 2008 I made a lateral move to the Mesa Police Department in Arizona. Mesa is a city of 520,000 and 900 sworn police officers. In Mesa I worked as a patrol officer, patrol sergeant, SWAT assistant team
leader, and SWAT sergeant team leader. During the course of my career I was a part of countless critical incidents and I always thought none of the calls were affecting me, or at least that is what I told myself. In 2016 I experienced a horrific and life-changing call. For five years after the call I never sought appropriate help and I was slowly self-destructing from within. As the years and calls went by my cup was reaching capacity and I was not healthy. In March of 2021 my team was called to conduct a hostage rescue and the outcome was not what we had planned. I reached a point of extreme despair and hit rock bottom. Thankfully I was put in touch with a therapist who specializes in first responder care and I began the journey of healing.
I was stabiized throughout a year long process, but due to extent of the trauma I decided to retire in February of 2022. Only one short month after my retirement and through unplanned circumstances, I was given the opportunity to share my story with a group of SWAT leadership. The response to my raw story while sharing lessons learned by me and my agency was nothing short of amazing. From that day forward I continued sharing my story on podcasts, at law enforcement conferences, for first responder organizations and through a social media platform. This path has now turned into creating a community and advocating for first responders and veterans mental health well-being. I have created the organization “My Arena” where I am dedicated to provide training for these communities, their families, and agencies. In 2023 I was offered an opportunity to be a participant in the Struggle Well Experience training offered by the Boulder Crest Foundation. It was here I learned of more things in my life I needed to address both personally and professionally, while learning to regulate my daily emotions. I was so impressed with the success of the training I began the process of becoming a Guide for this incredible organization. I am now proud to say I am part of this powerful training being offered to our military, veterans, and first responders. Finally, none of this would be possible without the fierce support of my amazing wife Emily. We are enjoying our home and all life has to offer in Winchester, Virginia.

OUR LOGO

The wolf, a majestic animal commanding respect while facing adversity everyday. A wolf will look at the trials it encounters in the arena, knowing without a doubt they will overcome it! The strength and resilience the wolf displays is passed from generation to generation, just as we intend to do with My Arena. The most significant piece of my logo is the right eye and as you can see it is the color “Ruby”. This is to honor the child I rescued from my call in 2016. Her story brought me to where I am today and is the reason I am able to provide hope for healing in first responders and veterans everywhere.